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Do you believe in magic?

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Without props and illusions.

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Magic is when
when you tame the elements and capture hearts.

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Magic.

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Not tricks.

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A stream of grace.

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This young man had big eyes,
big heart and big ears.

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Sometimes music makes you celebrate

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and when you celebrate, the fear fades away.

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The only thing left is admiration.

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This is real magic.

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Like a hurricane.

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Like an earthquake.

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Like a tornado.

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You are shaking the foundations of the world.

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I saw Stevie Ray
and Jimi Hendrix.

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Coltrane and Bob Marley.

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Real musicians.

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They call it the force of nature.

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They cause
a certain change in the molecular structure

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sound, resonance and vibration.

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My father said:

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"Follow me."

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We went to the yard.

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The sun was setting. Everything was golden.

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He opened it

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violin case,

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he pulled out his violin,

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he looked me in the eye and said:

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“I want to teach you something.”

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He took the violin like this, propped it up and started...

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And then a bird came out of nowhere,
He sat on a branch and started...

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My eyes were like saucers.
Dad talked to the bird!

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The bird says…

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I couldn't believe it.

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Dad says, “See?

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If you can talk to birds,
you can speak to people's hearts."

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Cindy Cin.

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Look at this.

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CINDY BLACKMAN SANTANA
CARLOS' WIFE

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It's a long way from Tijuana, isn't it?

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Beautifully.

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Whenever you want.

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CARLOS' SISTERS

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I'm in trouble.

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- Yes.
- It was wonderful.

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It's so natural
to always have music at home.

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We always danced

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because my mother wouldn't let me go anywhere.
We had parties.

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When vacuuming carpets

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sometimes there was a guitar string,
it had to be removed from the vacuum cleaner.

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Sometimes dad's violin string.

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We had to figure out what to do with it.

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We were happy.

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We just played music
on Friday and Saturday evenings.

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We lived in la Colonia Libertad.

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Mom was doing her thing.

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It was hard. Very hard.

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I said to my mother, "Mom,

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I'll buy you a house someday

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and I will buy a refrigerator and a dishwasher,

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and a washer and a dryer.”

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And she said, "That's nice, son."

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I thought to myself:
"You underestimate me. I will do it."

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Mom was incredibly determined.
You had to see it.

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The way she came up with something and pursued it

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was literally grabbing God by the feet,

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pulling and saying, “You give it to me.

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I know you'll give it to me

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so give it to me.”

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Attracting the future.
I learned this from her.

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You see something and you go for it.

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Mom said: “My life
it's my children, cooking and José.”

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The women really loved my dad.

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He had charisma, charm.

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Look at these hands.

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So delicate.

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He had the softest hands.

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Dad was mainly a classical musician.

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He played more like Agustín Lara,

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something like Cole Porter.

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And I knew I wanted to be like dad.

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Play music.

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And he left.

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Everyone said, “Josefina, this is crazy.

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He won't take you back."

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She said, "If not,
then he has to say it in front of the children.

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I want to see his eyes
when he says he doesn't want them or me.”

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She had balls, man.

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Four sisters, two brothers, a dog.
We've been going to Tijuana all week.

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It took a long time.

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Not all roads were asphalt.

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We slept in the desert.

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The food was nasty.

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Beans in some inns
it was rancid,

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people were poisoning themselves,
but that didn't stop mom.

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WELCOME TO TIJUANA

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When we reached the place
where dad was, a woman opened the door.

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It was obvious that she was a prostitute.

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He poked his head out.

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Out of all my siblings
he saw me first.

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He looked at me
with anger, shame, fear.

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Dad had to leave
that woman and come with us.

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I didn't understand it then

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because you love your dad and your mom.

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All I knew was that they were arguing.

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And then dad came back at four in the morning

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with a group of musicians and played serenades for my mother.

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Mom and dad were slowly getting closer to each other
and it got better.

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Tijuana. Did you have a good life there? Hard?

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The only Tijuana I know

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it's the one right after crossing the border.

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You look at her and turn back.

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But there's a whole other world out there, right?

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Just like with New York.
First impressions don't count.

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Well, yes. What are you planning now?

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Tijuana
it's like the Cantina from Star Wars.

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The people there are as if from other galaxies.

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Especially where I grew up
in Colonia Libertad and Coahuila.

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It smelled unpleasant.

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These are real slums.

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When dad came to Tijuana,
there were mainly mariachis there,

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because this was the music tourists wanted to hear.

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So he became a mariachi musician.

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We had nothing.

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Dad had to go and get it with the violin.

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I went with him.

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In the beginning everything was mechanical.

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Dad taught me
how to read and play mariachi music.

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Mariachi is a combination of classical music,
country and Mexican folk.

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Dad wasn't a good teacher.

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He was strict. "Wrong!"

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I was almost having a heart attack.

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That's why the violin brought the feeling
that wasn't it.

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I have nothing against the violin.
This was about me.

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I think this music
was too simple for him.

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It always ended the same. Dun-dun.

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Sorry.

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I went to a park in Tijuana with my mom.

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There was a band called Javier Bátiz and Los TJs.

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He had a guitar plugged into an amplifier,

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and when he played...

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The way it resonated
it was like seeing a UFO.

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It had this sound.

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What a sound.

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I was enchanted.

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I knew right away
that this is what I will be for the rest of my life.

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This is what I am.

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I followed this guy around
like a puppy for two or three years.

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He had so many records.

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He had B.B. records. Kinga,
Ray Charles and Little Richard.

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And he was like a combination of the three of them.

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He was like my first hero.

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My portfolio has expanded.

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John Lee Hooker,
Jimmy Reed, Lightnin' Hopkins,

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lots of Chuck Berry and Bo Diddley.

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Then I discovered Lobo y Melón.

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Then for the first time
I heard the music of the tropics.

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This is music from Cuba, Puerto Rico
and other islands in the Caribbean.

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We lived
in the poorest part of the city,

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and I played the violin with my dad.

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I said, "Dad, I don't want to play this."

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Dad looked at me.
“You wanna play that shitty pachuco?”

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He was all about blues and rock'n'roll.

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I said, “How bad can it get?
Look where we are.

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There is no floor, only earth.
And it smells bad.

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How bad can this music be?”

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Dad was impressed.

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He told me to go.

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I'm relieved.

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Because I won.

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I want to be better than the best in Tijuana.

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I want to be better
from the best in San Francisco,

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from the best in London.

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I don't have time for:

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Dude.

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I'm not a victim.
I won't play that shit.

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I crossed the border once

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because I heard that in one store
they have guitars in the windows.

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I look at these guitars and I want to feel them.

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I want to smell them.

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I hear someone calling someone.

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I don't even turn around
because it's definitely not for me.

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I was just a Mexican kid.

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I finally turn around
and there were three sailors.

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White sailors.

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“You fucking Pancho Villa,
bean bastard.”

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I thought, “Damn, who are they talking to?

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Probably not for me. I don't know them."

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Then the first time
I felt the sting of racism and ignorance.

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“You fucking Pancho Villa,
bean bastard.”

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I thought…

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It was bad.

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Dad came to San Francisco.

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His team
was the first mariachi on the bay.

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He started earning more
and send us money.

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We finally joined him.

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I worked as a dishwasher at Tic Tock.

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Then I made tortillas.

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The best thing about Tic Tock was the jukebox.

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She was what kept me going
in sound mind.

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San Francisco was like…

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It's like watching it in slow motion
a garden opening musically.

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For me it was a whirlwind of new things.

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He was often gone.

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He was always with his friends at rehearsals.

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Carlos was very focused on music.

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- Do you want to start?
- You start.

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TRIAL IN 1966, 19 YEARS OLD,
FIRST KNOWN RECORDING

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Ready?

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Stan Markham and Ron Estrada

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they found me playing in the street.

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I was still in high school.

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They told me straight:
“We believe in you, man.

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We've heard you several times.

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I'll quit hairdressing
and he being a guarantor.

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We'll drop it and we'll be there
your full-time managers.

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For now we will sell weed,
because we don't have money."

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They said they wanted to take me somewhere.

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To Fillmore.

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I asked what was there
but they didn't tell me.

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There were the Grateful Dead, Quicksilver,

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Country Joe and Great Society.

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And light shows, colors,

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the scent of weed and patchouli oil.

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I look at it all.
I was still clean.

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Marijuana has been around me forever

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but I never gave a damn.

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I kept telling Ron and Stan:

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"You're building a team around me,
and they get high.

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I don't smoke.

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Once lit, they never play the same.

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They play differently and forget.

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I'd rather they didn't smoke,

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so they can learn
and play correctly.”

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They looked at me.

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They rolled a joint and left it.

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They said
that they were going to buy lunch and would be back soon.

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The joint was calling to me.

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I defend myself.

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I finally gave in.

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The next time at the Fillmore was completely different.

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It's like going to Disneyland for the first time

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and get into the car.

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Too bad I had to sleep

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because I could keep listening
all this.

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Fillmore was my first alma mater.

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I went there more often than to school.

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I studied various subjects there,
like at university.

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HIGH SCHOOL

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On the last day of school my friends asked,

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what will I do.

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I asked what they would do.

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One wanted to join the navy.

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I asked the second one.

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He was supposed to work with his father in the warehouse.

259
00:22:20,298 --> 00:22:22,675
They started asking again what I would do.

260
00:22:22,759 --> 00:22:23,760
I said

261
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:28,890
that I will perform on stage
with B.B. King and Eric Clapton.

262
00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:30,808
They started laughing.

263
00:22:38,900 --> 00:22:41,319
I didn't want to leave mom and dad,

264
00:22:42,111 --> 00:22:44,572
because I knew
that they needed my money.

265
00:22:46,824 --> 00:22:50,244
But I said they had to come up with something.

266
00:22:54,165 --> 00:22:55,792
I made a commitment.

267
00:22:57,126 --> 00:22:59,754
You have to be a full-time musician.

268
00:23:00,421 --> 00:23:03,049
That's why you have to leave home

269
00:23:03,216 --> 00:23:06,010
and don't ask for permission,
because you won't get it.

270
00:23:10,932 --> 00:23:13,768
Something must stimulate your imagination

271
00:23:13,851 --> 00:23:16,521
determination and conviction.

272
00:23:18,898 --> 00:23:21,984
Your reality is limited.

273
00:23:22,151 --> 00:23:23,903
I don't want to have reality.

274
00:23:23,986 --> 00:23:25,947
I prefer to have daydreams.

275
00:23:28,866 --> 00:23:30,618
Constantly daydreaming.

276
00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:39,836
I was at the office in the evening

277
00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:42,505
and I heard a noise on the wall outside the window.

278
00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:43,756
FOUNDER OF FILLMORE

279
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:45,758
I went to the window and there were two men there

280
00:23:45,842 --> 00:23:48,761
it was climbing up the gutter.

281
00:23:48,845 --> 00:23:49,846
How old were they?

282
00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:51,931
They had some

283
00:23:52,014 --> 00:23:55,143
19, 20 years old.

284
00:23:55,935 --> 00:23:58,938
I guess I didn't invite them
I just dragged him inside.

285
00:23:59,021 --> 00:24:00,356
They tried to sneak in.

286
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:02,984
I asked standardly:

287
00:24:03,067 --> 00:24:06,404
"What are you doing?" This is a stupid question.

288
00:24:06,487 --> 00:24:11,742
They started having no money.

289
00:24:11,826 --> 00:24:13,953
One was a Butterfield fan.

290
00:24:14,036 --> 00:24:16,330
Then Cream played with Eric Clapton.

291
00:24:16,414 --> 00:24:18,207
He had a harmonica in his pocket.

292
00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:21,961
He said he plays the harmonica and guitar
and they have no money.

293
00:24:23,004 --> 00:24:26,048
There was some gentleness in him.

294
00:24:26,591 --> 00:24:29,427
He wasn't the type to sneak in
if he had money.

295
00:24:29,510 --> 00:24:32,096
Some may have
a thousand dollars in your pocket

296
00:24:32,180 --> 00:24:34,640
and they would still try to sneak in.

297
00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:37,018
Carlos wasn't like that back then.

298
00:24:37,101 --> 00:24:39,395
And I don't think he ever was.

299
00:24:41,522 --> 00:24:43,316
Michael Bloomfield's guitar was there.

300
00:24:43,399 --> 00:24:44,901
He played the keyboard.

301
00:24:45,902 --> 00:24:50,573
Stanley asked
Can one Mexican boy play?

302
00:24:50,656 --> 00:24:53,159
He plays very well.

303
00:24:53,743 --> 00:24:56,996
He looked at me and said, “Sure, come on.

304
00:24:57,079 --> 00:25:00,541
Grab your guitar.”

305
00:25:00,625 --> 00:25:02,001
I started playing

306
00:25:03,252 --> 00:25:06,839
and when I finished,
Bill Graham came over and said:

307
00:25:07,965 --> 00:25:11,052
"Pretty good. Do you have a band?"

308
00:25:11,135 --> 00:25:14,305
He asked for the name of the band,
but we didn't have it.

309
00:25:14,388 --> 00:25:18,476
He said he was booking us

310
00:25:18,559 --> 00:25:20,645
that we'll be opening for The Who,

311
00:25:21,187 --> 00:25:25,608
Steve Miller and Howlin' Wolf.

312
00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:29,445
Of course I agreed.

313
00:25:41,749 --> 00:25:46,921
Bill Graham was in between
real flesh and blood hippies

314
00:25:47,004 --> 00:25:48,339
and Dick Clark.

315
00:25:48,422 --> 00:25:51,842
That was Bill Graham. Curator.

316
00:25:51,926 --> 00:25:55,304
Someone who finds a Cossack painting on the street

317
00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:58,683
and takes him to the Louvre,
to the Museum of Fine Arts.

318
00:26:01,686 --> 00:26:06,148
He always called us
when a band canceled a performance.

319
00:26:07,024 --> 00:26:12,280
Santana was the first and only one
a popular band at Fillmore

320
00:26:12,363 --> 00:26:15,032
without any records or contracts.

321
00:26:21,622 --> 00:26:24,125
Sunday newspaper, pink section,

322
00:26:24,208 --> 00:26:26,085
i.e. emerging bands.

323
00:26:26,168 --> 00:26:29,714
There were 20 teams there
from San Francisco, with us at the forefront.

324
00:26:29,797 --> 00:26:35,052
They wrote that it was a band
who will go far.

325
00:26:41,475 --> 00:26:44,979
-Who do you like?
- Santana Blues Band. I recently met.

326
00:26:46,897 --> 00:26:49,317
Bill Graham saw it.

327
00:26:50,484 --> 00:26:52,945
We talk about a broad perspective.

328
00:26:53,029 --> 00:26:56,240
He always said
that he likes the band, but he wants me.

329
00:26:57,491 --> 00:26:58,868
He said:

330
00:26:58,951 --> 00:27:02,496
“You are a child
B.B. Kinga and Tito Puente.

331
00:27:02,580 --> 00:27:03,998
It's music I love."

332
00:27:06,834 --> 00:27:08,919
"Santana is my baby."

333
00:27:09,628 --> 00:27:11,339
He adopted us.

334
00:27:12,757 --> 00:27:17,928
One day Irma comes and says,
that she saw a bus

335
00:27:18,012 --> 00:27:22,892
that says Santana Blues or something like that.

336
00:27:23,851 --> 00:27:26,270
We started screaming, where is he?

337
00:27:26,354 --> 00:27:29,815
That's how we started hearing about him.

338
00:27:30,816 --> 00:27:34,070
We used to go to Fillmore
to listen to him.

339
00:27:34,153 --> 00:27:36,614
First the queue
was the length of one building,

340
00:27:36,697 --> 00:27:40,618
then three, and then she did a circle.

341
00:27:40,701 --> 00:27:43,954
We stood in line
to see him play.

342
00:27:49,794 --> 00:27:52,546
Once my parents came to Fillmore,

343
00:27:52,630 --> 00:27:54,256
which was unthinkable.

344
00:27:54,965 --> 00:27:59,136
We were between Chicago and Janis Joplin
and Big Brother and the Holding Company.

345
00:28:00,137 --> 00:28:04,058
Dad had a tie, shirt,
sports coat and hat.

346
00:28:04,558 --> 00:28:07,645
Mom was wearing stockings. In Fillmore.

347
00:28:08,562 --> 00:28:11,190
I said there are no chairs
one sits on the floor.

348
00:28:11,273 --> 00:28:13,150
We sat and waited.

349
00:28:13,776 --> 00:28:15,736
There were hippies sitting in front of us

350
00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:18,114
and passed around a joint.

351
00:28:18,906 --> 00:28:22,076
Mom and dad enlisted
and mom said:

352
00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:27,706
"Look. They can't afford cigarettes.
They share this one.”

353
00:28:29,125 --> 00:28:33,379
Then dad opened his box
and he offered everyone a cigarette.

354
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:38,509
No, mom, it's marijuana.

355
00:28:41,011 --> 00:28:42,012
Thank you.

356
00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:59,780
You remember like a human being
landed on the moon on July 20?

357
00:29:00,281 --> 00:29:01,866
There was a big event on TV.

358
00:29:01,949 --> 00:29:04,034
I looked at my mother and she was crying.

359
00:29:04,118 --> 00:29:07,246
I ask if it was because of the moon landing.

360
00:29:08,205 --> 00:29:11,625
She replied,
that it was Carlos' birthday.

361
00:29:13,961 --> 00:29:18,924
As a mother, your focus is on your children.

362
00:29:19,008 --> 00:29:22,094
We only thought about the Moon.

363
00:29:22,178 --> 00:29:26,140
We got used to him not being there.

364
00:29:26,223 --> 00:29:30,853
Just like we were used to,
that dad is still working.

365
00:29:31,479 --> 00:29:37,651
But we never thought
about a mother missing her son.

366
00:29:39,737 --> 00:29:41,113
I know mom suffered

367
00:29:41,197 --> 00:29:44,992
because she didn't know
where and who I am with, what I do.

368
00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:47,536
But I had to.

369
00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:50,623
I had to let Santana live and do my own thing.

370
00:29:50,706 --> 00:29:54,793
Take to the streets and achieve it.

371
00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:26,075
Let me now introduce a gentleman,

372
00:30:26,158 --> 00:30:28,327
which is of great importance
in the music industry.

373
00:30:28,911 --> 00:30:29,954
At Columbia Records

374
00:30:30,037 --> 00:30:33,374
contributed a lot to the popularity of Janis Joplin,

375
00:30:33,457 --> 00:30:34,792
Blood, Sweat and Tears.

376
00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:36,961
Mr. Clive Davis.

377
00:30:38,003 --> 00:30:40,339
We are mainly looking for originality.

378
00:30:41,257 --> 00:30:43,217
People who set new trends

379
00:30:43,300 --> 00:30:47,179
and maybe
they take society a step further.

380
00:30:47,263 --> 00:30:50,349
Music played a big role

381
00:30:50,432 --> 00:30:53,936
in the evolution of thought over the last 20 years.

382
00:30:56,438 --> 00:30:58,107
I heard it was in 1969

383
00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:01,569
You deliberately failed the audition
to Atlantic Records.

384
00:31:01,652 --> 00:31:05,072
- Yes.
- Because you wanted to work for Columbia.

385
00:31:05,155 --> 00:31:05,990
With Columbia.

386
00:31:06,073 --> 00:31:09,577
Miles Davis' home
and Bob Dylan. That's true?

387
00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,120
Totally true.

388
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:14,582
You weren't concerned
failing the audition?

389
00:31:14,665 --> 00:31:17,918
NO. Like with Nirvana or Metallica,

390
00:31:18,002 --> 00:31:20,796
when you are sure of what you are doing,

391
00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,047
they will come to you.

392
00:31:25,801 --> 00:31:28,721
This freshness and fire.

393
00:31:28,804 --> 00:31:33,017
On the spot I found out
that it's for me and Columbia.

394
00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:35,436
I signed a contract with Santana.

395
00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:44,737
We got a call.
Bill Graham wanted to meet.

396
00:31:44,820 --> 00:31:47,531
He said there would be a festival.

397
00:31:47,615 --> 00:31:50,034
It will be a festival of festivals.

398
00:31:51,619 --> 00:31:54,955
We haven't released an album yet.
We just recorded it.

399
00:31:56,874 --> 00:31:59,710
He told them he would help

400
00:31:59,793 --> 00:32:01,754
only if we perform too.

401
00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:06,675
He organized a festival for us in Phoenix,

402
00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:11,639
then a festival in Dallas and Atlantic City.

403
00:32:11,722 --> 00:32:15,517
The audience was to grow
from 2000 to 5000,

404
00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:19,730
up to 15,000, up to 30,000,
up to 60,000, up to 90,000,

405
00:32:19,813 --> 00:32:21,273
and then Woodstock.

406
00:32:22,858 --> 00:32:25,819
Let us get used to it
to large crowds.

407
00:32:25,903 --> 00:32:29,114
He trained us like boxers.

408
00:32:30,532 --> 00:32:33,369
He said, “After this festival

409
00:32:33,452 --> 00:32:35,704
you will not be the same person.

410
00:32:36,747 --> 00:32:39,500
Go home now
look in the mirror. There will be someone there.

411
00:32:39,583 --> 00:32:42,670
But after Woodstock
it will be someone completely different.”

412
00:32:49,385 --> 00:32:51,345
It started in a helicopter.

413
00:32:58,936 --> 00:33:01,480
I look outside and you know.

414
00:33:01,563 --> 00:33:04,650
I went out and I see Bill

415
00:33:04,733 --> 00:33:07,277
and then Jerry Garcia.

416
00:33:07,361 --> 00:33:09,571
I thought that was comforting.

417
00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:11,573
There's Jerry Garcia, great.

418
00:33:12,074 --> 00:33:14,076
We said hello.

419
00:33:14,159 --> 00:33:16,078
I asked when they were playing.

420
00:33:16,161 --> 00:33:19,998
He said there were about two teams after us.

421
00:33:20,082 --> 00:33:23,293
He told me to make myself comfortable,

422
00:33:23,377 --> 00:33:26,672
because we were supposed to start
only at midnight.

423
00:33:26,755 --> 00:33:28,340
Make yourself comfortable.

424
00:33:28,424 --> 00:33:32,511
I look at this ocean of bodies.

425
00:33:37,057 --> 00:33:39,643
And Jerry Garcia pulls out…

426
00:33:44,189 --> 00:33:47,985
I think, two, three in the morning,

427
00:33:49,820 --> 00:33:51,488
it's noon now.

428
00:33:51,572 --> 00:33:55,409
I would have six, seven, eight.

429
00:33:55,492 --> 00:34:00,998
Take some time
to get through it all

430
00:34:01,081 --> 00:34:04,334
and when it ends,
will be the perfect time to play.

431
00:34:05,627 --> 00:34:07,755
When I stop being an amoeba.

432
00:34:10,591 --> 00:34:15,179
I took it and heard someone:

433
00:34:15,262 --> 00:34:17,598
Please welcome Santana.

434
00:34:19,892 --> 00:34:21,059
It was…

435
00:34:25,981 --> 00:34:27,065
What?

436
00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:37,618
Something in my chest told me to trust.

437
00:34:42,039 --> 00:34:48,921
God, I know you're there.
Let me play rhythmically and cleanly.

438
00:35:01,058 --> 00:35:02,392
Keep clapping.

439
00:35:04,311 --> 00:35:08,565
Everything was in another dimension.

440
00:35:53,986 --> 00:35:58,699
The neck of my guitar
turned into an electric snake.

441
00:35:58,782 --> 00:36:00,284
He kept moving.

442
00:36:01,618 --> 00:36:04,371
I made terribly ugly faces,

443
00:36:06,081 --> 00:36:09,334
to stop squirming so much.

444
00:36:14,798 --> 00:36:17,384
I kept saying, "No, no."

445
00:36:17,885 --> 00:36:20,721
The neck and the entire guitar moved like this.

446
00:36:20,804 --> 00:36:22,472
And I'm trying to stop it.

447
00:36:34,026 --> 00:36:36,612
I never said why the snake.

448
00:36:37,154 --> 00:36:43,160
The snake symbolizes doubt
and fear of failure.

449
00:36:43,243 --> 00:36:46,163
Before giving the stain in front of everyone.

450
00:37:29,581 --> 00:37:31,959
Ladies and gentlemen, Santana!

451
00:37:39,091 --> 00:37:40,342
And then I heard...

452
00:37:41,843 --> 00:37:45,806
Like an echo, an echo

453
00:37:46,556 --> 00:37:49,726
this infinite moment.

454
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:04,908
A week after Woodstock
our first album came out.

455
00:38:14,001 --> 00:38:17,337
SANTANA
KEEPS THE AUDIENCE IN SUSPENSE

456
00:38:19,965 --> 00:38:22,217
They're from San Francisco.

457
00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:25,929
rock band,
which is conquering the charts.

458
00:38:26,013 --> 00:38:27,431
Santana!

459
00:38:33,270 --> 00:38:35,605
Oh God, October 26th.

460
00:38:36,732 --> 00:38:38,191
The Ed Sullivan Show.

461
00:38:38,817 --> 00:38:40,360
We sat there forever.

462
00:38:41,486 --> 00:38:43,405
I reminded my mother that when he was little,

463
00:38:43,488 --> 00:38:45,282
he kept saying that he would be in this program.

464
00:38:45,365 --> 00:38:46,742
Nobody believed then.

465
00:38:49,244 --> 00:38:51,538
When he wanted something, he was like a laser.

466
00:38:52,039 --> 00:38:53,373
A bit like mom.

467
00:38:53,457 --> 00:38:57,627
He focused on
what he wanted and he got it.

468
00:39:01,715 --> 00:39:04,342
Carlos Santana, how did you start the band?

469
00:39:04,426 --> 00:39:06,928
How did you start your adventure with music?

470
00:39:12,392 --> 00:39:13,810
Answer.

471
00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:21,777
TANGLEWOOD MUSIC FESTIVAL, 1970

472
00:39:23,403 --> 00:39:27,282
As soon as the music sounds,
people change.

473
00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:31,578
The mood, as they say, is the entire environment.

474
00:39:36,666 --> 00:39:37,876
It's more natural.

475
00:39:37,959 --> 00:39:42,839
People are more themselves
than how they are programmed.

476
00:39:47,761 --> 00:39:50,430
Do you feel like the leader of a rock band?

477
00:39:50,514 --> 00:39:53,850
I'm no leader.

478
00:40:02,150 --> 00:40:04,069
SANTANA IS STILL CLIMBING TO THE HEIGHTS

479
00:40:31,012 --> 00:40:34,224
Honestly,
it was like riding a roller coaster.

480
00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,184
The ride captivated us so much,

481
00:40:36,268 --> 00:40:40,814
that we didn't notice that we had achieved the goal.

482
00:40:41,857 --> 00:40:43,942
Because that probably wasn't our goal.

483
00:40:44,025 --> 00:40:46,820
Our goal was to play.

484
00:40:47,571 --> 00:40:50,615
Opening for Janis Joplin and Chicago.

485
00:40:50,699 --> 00:40:53,034
Just opening up to different people,

486
00:40:53,869 --> 00:40:56,705
knowing that we rock too

487
00:40:56,788 --> 00:40:58,957
and that people like us too.

488
00:41:19,728 --> 00:41:23,857
Only seven years ago
I found out what jingo means.

489
00:41:23,940 --> 00:41:26,818
And I played it from '67, '66.

490
00:41:27,444 --> 00:41:28,820
Jingo means go with God.

491
00:41:30,572 --> 00:41:32,949
Go, go with God

492
00:41:33,533 --> 00:41:35,827
May God guide you.

493
00:42:00,936 --> 00:42:03,313
When I got my first royalties

494
00:42:04,022 --> 00:42:06,358
for the first album and Abraxas,

495
00:42:06,441 --> 00:42:10,987
I brought my mother a check.

496
00:42:11,071 --> 00:42:14,991
"Buy a house, a refrigerator and a dishwasher."

497
00:42:15,075 --> 00:42:18,662
She looked at the check and her eyes widened.

498
00:42:18,745 --> 00:42:22,165
My sisters started going crazy.

499
00:42:22,749 --> 00:42:26,920
It's better than a Grammy
Oscar or Heisman Trophy.

500
00:42:27,003 --> 00:42:28,838
It's the best feeling.

501
00:42:28,922 --> 00:42:32,050
When you can keep your word.

502
00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:36,263
When you give your mom what you promised.

503
00:42:38,515 --> 00:42:39,641
There is nothing better.

504
00:42:40,642 --> 00:42:44,688
Santana brought to rock 'n' roll

505
00:42:44,771 --> 00:42:51,736
a little Latin,
something no one has ever done before.

506
00:42:51,820 --> 00:42:54,447
Before me there were Ray Barretto,
Mongo Santamaría

507
00:42:54,531 --> 00:42:57,075
and Temptations, they had congas.

508
00:42:57,158 --> 00:42:57,993
Well, yes.

509
00:42:58,076 --> 00:43:01,663
But how we combined blues and drums…

510
00:43:01,746 --> 00:43:04,416
Good luck figuring it out.

511
00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:06,793
They call it
psychedelic mariachi rock.

512
00:43:07,294 --> 00:43:11,298
Try something better, because this isn't it.

513
00:43:39,909 --> 00:43:45,248
The period between '69 and '71

514
00:43:45,332 --> 00:43:47,042
was very…

515
00:43:49,419 --> 00:43:50,754
Tense.

516
00:44:00,430 --> 00:44:03,850
Nobody can
to cope with such fame,

517
00:44:03,933 --> 00:44:07,479
that came so quickly.

518
00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:25,288
We didn't rehearse that often
as I would like.

519
00:44:26,122 --> 00:44:28,917
They were more interested in drugs

520
00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:30,960
canes and expensive cars.

521
00:44:33,630 --> 00:44:35,173
I started getting ready

522
00:44:35,924 --> 00:44:37,842
jealous,

523
00:44:37,926 --> 00:44:40,178
that people put in energy

524
00:44:40,261 --> 00:44:42,889
into something other than the music we played.

525
00:44:51,189 --> 00:44:53,983
We had 312 concerts in a year.

526
00:44:55,318 --> 00:44:56,569
We hated each other.

527
00:44:56,653 --> 00:44:59,322
We couldn't stand each other.
We were tired of each other.

528
00:44:59,406 --> 00:45:00,782
We were fed up with our clothes.

529
00:45:00,865 --> 00:45:03,993
Enough of your hairstyles.
We just got tired.

530
00:45:04,994 --> 00:45:07,288
This taught me
what being on the road is like

531
00:45:07,372 --> 00:45:09,165
and what lack of moderation is.

532
00:45:14,504 --> 00:45:17,674
For some reason, people around us

533
00:45:17,757 --> 00:45:19,008
they were no longer artists.

534
00:45:19,092 --> 00:45:21,970
They were just clowns

535
00:45:22,053 --> 00:45:24,305
drug abusers.

536
00:45:24,389 --> 00:45:26,766
Then

537
00:45:26,850 --> 00:45:29,018
we were part of it all

538
00:45:29,102 --> 00:45:33,648
where music fades into the background
for other madness.

539
00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:42,532
Some of us managed to stave it off.

540
00:45:42,615 --> 00:45:44,159
Others don't.

541
00:45:44,242 --> 00:45:46,453
Within two or three years

542
00:45:47,412 --> 00:45:48,538
team

543
00:45:50,123 --> 00:45:51,124
he was finished.

544
00:45:55,545 --> 00:45:56,754
We crumbled to dust.

545
00:46:08,808 --> 00:46:11,519
We were in Salt Lake City
when Jimi left.

546
00:46:13,396 --> 00:46:16,357
I swear you could hear people

547
00:46:16,441 --> 00:46:20,153
flushing down the toilet
cocaine, heroin.

548
00:46:23,448 --> 00:46:26,409
"They brought him no good,
they won't bring it to me either.”

549
00:46:32,624 --> 00:46:34,834
Jimi Hendrix died. Jim Morrison has died.

550
00:46:34,918 --> 00:46:38,129
Janis Joplin was dying.
Many musicians died.

551
00:46:38,755 --> 00:46:41,925
There are two paths left for me.

552
00:46:42,008 --> 00:46:43,510
One was heroin.

553
00:46:44,928 --> 00:46:47,555
The second was meditation.

554
00:46:51,768 --> 00:46:53,019
DEBORAH SANTANA
EX-WIFE

555
00:46:53,102 --> 00:46:54,646
I remember her eyes.

556
00:46:56,147 --> 00:46:57,815
Her eyes were…

557
00:46:57,899 --> 00:47:02,278
I looked at her and it was like…

558
00:47:02,362 --> 00:47:04,948
It's something inside. It's impossible to describe.

559
00:47:08,201 --> 00:47:09,702
It attracted me

560
00:47:09,786 --> 00:47:11,788
it's something from his heart.

561
00:47:11,871 --> 00:47:14,749
Something that emanated from him.

562
00:47:16,334 --> 00:47:21,381
Holiness is not Jerusalem,
Vatican or Stonehenge.

563
00:47:22,215 --> 00:47:24,926
For us, family was sacred.

564
00:48:02,839 --> 00:48:06,259
The difference between the third album,

565
00:48:06,342 --> 00:48:09,053
and Caravanserai is quite large.

566
00:48:10,013 --> 00:48:13,975
Clive Davis is pleased
when he has a single.

567
00:48:17,645 --> 00:48:21,190
Caravanserai was not that.

568
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,737
He told me I was making a mistake.

569
00:48:28,114 --> 00:48:31,784
I distinctly remember lighting a candle

570
00:48:31,868 --> 00:48:33,328
and I didn't even look at him.

571
00:48:33,411 --> 00:48:35,246
I stared at the candle.

572
00:48:36,539 --> 00:48:38,625
I said, 'Clive, that's what you say

573
00:48:38,708 --> 00:48:39,834
is true.

574
00:48:40,877 --> 00:48:44,172
But this is my path now

575
00:48:44,255 --> 00:48:46,090
and I must follow it.”

576
00:49:17,372 --> 00:49:20,708
I didn't just want to hype up "Evil Ways"

577
00:49:20,792 --> 00:49:23,211
or "Black Magic Woman".

578
00:49:23,294 --> 00:49:27,674
I wanted to check
Will it be possible to combine rock'n'roll and jazz?

579
00:49:27,757 --> 00:49:29,342
I guess it was frustrating

580
00:49:29,425 --> 00:49:31,928
for some team members,

581
00:49:32,011 --> 00:49:36,641
because they wanted to preserve Santana's essence.

582
00:49:36,724 --> 00:49:39,686
I didn't do that.

583
00:49:51,072 --> 00:49:54,951
I decided to cut my hair off
I will wear white

584
00:49:55,034 --> 00:49:57,537
and I will go a different way.

585
00:50:00,289 --> 00:50:02,750
I accepted the spiritual path.

586
00:50:02,834 --> 00:50:08,715
From '72 to '82 I had a teacher.
His name was Sri Chinmoy.

587
00:50:11,259 --> 00:50:14,095
Me and Deborah were hooked.

588
00:50:15,138 --> 00:50:16,431
These weren't platitudes.

589
00:50:16,514 --> 00:50:19,183
We really lived it 24 hours a day.

590
00:50:19,892 --> 00:50:23,730
Back then we called it the scent of the soul.

591
00:50:37,535 --> 00:50:40,705
To my students, feel the need

592
00:50:41,581 --> 00:50:45,918
the living God in you.

593
00:50:46,753 --> 00:50:51,966
So that you yourself become the living God.

594
00:50:55,928 --> 00:51:00,099
No meat, alcohol, herbs.

595
00:51:00,183 --> 00:51:03,478
Living without worrying.

596
00:51:03,561 --> 00:51:06,189
Simple life.

597
00:51:10,193 --> 00:51:11,486
Mom always said

598
00:51:11,569 --> 00:51:14,113
that he was testing her faith.

599
00:51:15,782 --> 00:51:19,535
He made her think about how he thought.

600
00:51:19,619 --> 00:51:21,412
Those 11 years he was with the guru

601
00:51:21,496 --> 00:51:24,665
they were unbelievable.

602
00:51:25,917 --> 00:51:28,127
You are a Catholic all your life,

603
00:51:28,211 --> 00:51:31,047
and your son is looking for another religion.

604
00:51:31,881 --> 00:51:34,425
This wasn't pleasant for her.

605
00:51:34,509 --> 00:51:37,094
He jumped between religions.

606
00:51:38,346 --> 00:51:41,599
But it wasn't about religion.
It was about spirituality.

607
00:51:41,682 --> 00:51:42,809
- Thank you.
- True?

608
00:51:42,892 --> 00:51:44,060
Yes.

609
00:52:03,663 --> 00:52:07,083
People said
that space Carlos took too much acid,

610
00:52:07,166 --> 00:52:10,878
too much LSD
mescaline, ayahuasca, peyote.

611
00:52:10,962 --> 00:52:13,631
And I told them:
“Yes. And you weren't taking anything.

612
00:52:13,714 --> 00:52:14,924
I can see it.”

613
00:52:23,683 --> 00:52:26,269
You're not on the sidelines. You are in the center.

614
00:52:26,352 --> 00:52:28,855
I'm deep rather than aloof.

615
00:52:28,938 --> 00:52:30,314
Out of the way means

616
00:52:30,398 --> 00:52:33,609
almost isolated.

617
00:52:34,151 --> 00:52:36,946
Deep means in the center.

618
00:52:44,662 --> 00:52:47,039
At this point most people say

619
00:52:47,123 --> 00:52:48,833
that I am mad or mad.

620
00:52:51,127 --> 00:52:53,421
“You can't because you're Mexican.”

621
00:52:53,504 --> 00:52:54,839
“Mexicans don't do that.”

622
00:52:54,922 --> 00:52:57,425
They told me this for a long time and I thought,

623
00:52:57,508 --> 00:53:00,636
that maybe I am
a multidimensional Mexican.

624
00:53:00,720 --> 00:53:05,349
I should be able to sail
through the expanses of imagination.

625
00:53:27,872 --> 00:53:29,665
In the very core,

626
00:53:31,125 --> 00:53:32,501
and even further,

627
00:53:33,711 --> 00:53:37,131
there is light, spirit, soul.

628
00:53:40,676 --> 00:53:43,471
Every morning I undress

629
00:53:43,554 --> 00:53:46,807
I'm taking a shower
and I see it all flowing down.

630
00:53:47,642 --> 00:53:50,353
Guilt, shame, judgments, condemnation, regret,

631
00:53:50,436 --> 00:53:55,274
accusations, all this shit is flowing out of me.

632
00:53:55,358 --> 00:53:58,235
And I tell myself it's not me.

633
00:54:04,700 --> 00:54:06,535
Reality is just a perception.

634
00:54:10,665 --> 00:54:13,501
When you go beyond this planet,
you see eternity.

635
00:54:13,584 --> 00:54:14,794
There is no day and night,

636
00:54:14,877 --> 00:54:17,755
because it's just the rotation of the Earth.

637
00:54:21,717 --> 00:54:24,428
Once you get to a certain level

638
00:54:25,846 --> 00:54:28,766
and you ask "What time is it?"
you reply to yourself, “Now.”

639
00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:32,186
Because it doesn't matter anymore.

640
00:54:38,734 --> 00:54:39,902
Mañana

641
00:54:40,695 --> 00:54:41,737
Mañana

642
00:54:42,530 --> 00:54:44,949
Mañana is fine

643
00:54:45,950 --> 00:54:48,202
The queue is around the stadium

644
00:54:48,285 --> 00:54:50,079
Twenty blocks long

645
00:54:50,162 --> 00:54:53,374
He's waiting for Santana
To play the guitar

646
00:54:53,457 --> 00:54:55,584
But before we got off the bus

647
00:54:55,668 --> 00:54:57,294
Lightning flashed

648
00:54:57,378 --> 00:55:01,382
Don't worry, we'll be back tomorrow
And everything will be fine

649
00:55:01,465 --> 00:55:04,010
Mañana, mañana

650
00:55:04,802 --> 00:55:07,304
Mañana is fine

651
00:55:08,639 --> 00:55:11,600
Mañana, mañana

652
00:55:12,184 --> 00:55:15,146
Mañana is fine

653
00:55:16,063 --> 00:55:19,358
Don't break,
Because tomorrow the sun will shine

654
00:55:19,942 --> 00:55:21,402
The guitar will play

655
00:55:21,485 --> 00:55:23,237
The band will sound good

656
00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:27,450
Santana will play
So don't go away

657
00:55:27,533 --> 00:55:28,993
We will come back tomorrow

658
00:55:29,076 --> 00:55:31,037
Maybe you won't have to play

659
00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:32,913
Mañana

660
00:55:32,997 --> 00:55:36,917
Someone told me
that there were 35 different variations

661
00:55:37,001 --> 00:55:38,961
band Santana.

662
00:55:39,045 --> 00:55:42,381
I didn't know. How did it happen?

663
00:55:49,096 --> 00:55:51,265
My team needs three qualities:

664
00:55:52,349 --> 00:55:56,562
endurance,
stability and good disposition.

665
00:55:57,730 --> 00:55:59,065
If you're missing one,

666
00:55:59,148 --> 00:56:01,275
you can't join because the route is mean.

667
00:56:05,279 --> 00:56:08,240
My style was different
from the Rolling Stones or Grateful Dead,

668
00:56:08,324 --> 00:56:10,409
who are like family forever.

669
00:56:10,493 --> 00:56:13,079
I wish so
but it wasn't my destiny,

670
00:56:13,162 --> 00:56:14,538
so it didn't happen.

671
00:56:43,984 --> 00:56:46,946
We played for three weeks.

672
00:56:47,029 --> 00:56:49,782
then we went home for a week.

673
00:56:56,914 --> 00:56:58,958
Many teams
goes on tour for 9 months

674
00:56:59,041 --> 00:57:01,001
and probably sells more records,

675
00:57:01,085 --> 00:57:02,711
are more successful,

676
00:57:02,795 --> 00:57:05,297
but then they fall apart, they hate each other.

677
00:57:05,381 --> 00:57:08,259
And I like the people I am with

678
00:57:08,926 --> 00:57:11,011
and I like to have my own rhythm.

679
00:57:13,931 --> 00:57:15,599
CONCERT FOR AMERICANS
DOMINICAN REPUBLIC

680
00:57:15,683 --> 00:57:17,768
Ladies and gentlemen, we know it's raining,

681
00:57:17,852 --> 00:57:19,270
but please stay where you are.

682
00:57:19,353 --> 00:57:23,482
Santana will keep playing
as long as it's safe.

683
00:59:14,593 --> 00:59:17,012
Beware, due to rain and storm

684
00:59:17,096 --> 00:59:19,348
it is not safe to continue.

685
00:59:19,431 --> 00:59:21,558
Nothing else would stop them.

686
00:59:21,642 --> 00:59:22,851
Thank you for your patience.

687
00:59:23,018 --> 00:59:25,479
Be careful
leaving the amphitheater.

688
00:59:30,401 --> 00:59:32,778
Santana lives
in a newly purchased house in San Rafael

689
00:59:33,821 --> 00:59:36,115
overlooking the bay. Here he meditates

690
00:59:36,198 --> 00:59:38,492
and develops
the unique nature of his music.

691
00:59:50,921 --> 00:59:52,798
Santana tries not to teach

692
00:59:52,881 --> 00:59:54,466
but he doesn't hide it

693
00:59:54,550 --> 00:59:56,719
in what spirit
he and his wife want to raise children,

694
00:59:56,802 --> 00:59:59,263
5-year-old Salvador and 3-year-old Stella.

695
00:59:59,346 --> 01:00:05,519
We want to build trust,

696
01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:08,605
let us be more friends
than parents,

697
01:00:08,689 --> 01:00:11,817
because this is why many families fall apart.

698
01:00:11,900 --> 01:00:15,738
Flattery, Grammys, platinum records,

699
01:00:15,821 --> 01:00:18,824
Wimbledon and Superbowl,
the next day it's all over.

700
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:20,826
The only thing left

701
01:00:20,909 --> 01:00:23,078
these are the values you pass on to your family.

702
01:00:31,420 --> 01:00:32,838
I am not what I do.

703
01:00:32,921 --> 01:00:34,965
I do it, but I am not it.

704
01:00:36,633 --> 01:00:40,429
Being a husband and father,

705
01:00:40,512 --> 01:00:42,222
they don't teach this at school.

706
01:00:44,391 --> 01:00:46,393
You buy a car and in it,

707
01:00:46,477 --> 01:00:49,480
you have a kit for it in the trunk.

708
01:00:51,106 --> 01:00:52,941
Your children teach you.

709
01:00:57,488 --> 01:00:59,948
...Salvador and Stella,
because I love you very much.

710
01:01:00,032 --> 01:01:01,492
Everyone ready?

711
01:01:01,575 --> 01:01:03,327
Yes!

712
01:01:15,214 --> 01:01:16,673
My father was a musician.

713
01:01:16,757 --> 01:01:19,134
His father and grandfather were musicians.

714
01:01:20,177 --> 01:01:21,178
G

715
01:01:21,762 --> 01:01:22,846
G

716
01:01:24,473 --> 01:01:25,933
No.

717
01:01:27,601 --> 01:01:30,020
Yes, but they must sound clean.

718
01:01:31,855 --> 01:01:33,774
Sounds like you stepped on a cockroach.

719
01:01:35,651 --> 01:01:39,238
My family is drawn to it
like bees to honey.

720
01:01:39,321 --> 01:01:41,156
We start playing music right away.

721
01:01:55,921 --> 01:01:57,840
We played at the Bullring in Tijuana.

722
01:01:58,632 --> 01:02:00,884
It was surreal

723
01:02:00,968 --> 01:02:03,554
because dad opened with his people.

724
01:02:09,101 --> 01:02:11,603
I was most interested
just him.

725
01:02:29,788 --> 01:02:31,874
Dad takes me aside and says:

726
01:02:32,875 --> 01:02:33,876
“Listen, son.

727
01:02:33,959 --> 01:02:35,669
You know

728
01:02:35,752 --> 01:02:38,922
people know your music
all over the world."

729
01:02:39,006 --> 01:02:41,925
I ask what he's getting at.

730
01:02:42,009 --> 01:02:45,679
He replied that the street knew me

731
01:02:47,055 --> 01:02:49,600
from "Batuki" and "No One to Depend On".

732
01:02:54,271 --> 01:02:55,689
From this one.

733
01:02:55,772 --> 01:02:58,025
Somehow I didn't know

734
01:02:58,108 --> 01:03:00,152
that dad listens to my music.

735
01:03:00,235 --> 01:03:02,237
I thought he was listening to his

736
01:03:02,321 --> 01:03:03,906
and I mine.

737
01:03:03,989 --> 01:03:08,827
That night I realized
that dad also listened to us.

738
01:04:04,132 --> 01:04:06,093
Who is Carlos Santana to you?

739
01:04:06,468 --> 01:04:07,928
This is my son

740
01:04:08,011 --> 01:04:09,930
whom I love most in the world.

741
01:04:12,099 --> 01:04:13,392
What do you do?

742
01:04:13,475 --> 01:04:14,935
Music.

743
01:04:16,019 --> 01:04:16,979
What do you play?

744
01:04:17,062 --> 01:04:17,938
On the violin.

745
01:04:18,689 --> 01:04:20,232
Did you teach Carlos music?

746
01:04:21,316 --> 01:04:22,442
A bit.

747
01:04:22,526 --> 01:04:27,823
But when he grew up, like everyone else,
he left his parents.

748
01:04:27,906 --> 01:04:29,741
When he grew up.

749
01:04:29,825 --> 01:04:32,703
Like me when I was young
and I took up music.

750
01:04:34,121 --> 01:04:35,872
Same with Carlos. He started with me

751
01:04:35,956 --> 01:04:39,668
and then he didn't want to anymore
play the violin and took the guitar.

752
01:04:40,252 --> 01:04:45,424
It's not some great career,
but he's having fun.

753
01:04:47,676 --> 01:04:50,887
He's proud of me and I'm proud of him.
I miss him.

754
01:05:12,492 --> 01:05:14,286
He died the day after Halloween.

755
01:05:17,789 --> 01:05:20,751
At our house in San Rafael
a tree was growing.

756
01:05:22,127 --> 01:05:26,256
Every leaf was covered with butterflies.

757
01:05:26,340 --> 01:05:28,300
It was all monarchs.

758
01:05:31,678 --> 01:05:34,139
In the morning he told his mother he was going.

759
01:05:37,893 --> 01:05:40,520
Mom asked where.

760
01:05:42,814 --> 01:05:45,275
He couldn't play the violin anymore.

761
01:05:46,068 --> 01:05:48,320
He's coming.

762
01:05:48,403 --> 01:05:50,405
He's coming.

763
01:05:50,489 --> 01:05:52,532
Mom asks where.

764
01:05:54,534 --> 01:05:56,787
He asks if she is coming with him.
Mom doesn't want to.

765
01:05:58,789 --> 01:06:00,123
Not yet.

766
01:06:00,207 --> 01:06:03,377
She wanted more
look after grandchildren and so on.

767
01:06:03,460 --> 01:06:05,671
Apparently he watched cartoons.

768
01:06:06,546 --> 01:06:07,589
And he left.

769
01:06:07,673 --> 01:06:09,091
He just left.

770
01:06:31,405 --> 01:06:33,657
This Earth, time is an illusion.

771
01:06:41,123 --> 01:06:44,084
Before I know it, I'll be next to them.

772
01:06:50,757 --> 01:06:54,219
I present to you the man
about dignity, integrity

773
01:06:55,637 --> 01:06:57,931
and courage,
to stick to your own rules,

774
01:06:58,014 --> 01:07:01,935
completely supported by the family.

775
01:07:02,018 --> 01:07:03,270
Ladies and gentlemen,

776
01:07:03,353 --> 01:07:07,691
I present to you the winner of the Century Award,

777
01:07:07,774 --> 01:07:09,276
Carlos Santana.

778
01:07:11,862 --> 01:07:15,031
When we were young
we listened to four artists.

779
01:07:15,115 --> 01:07:18,493
We listened
Jimi Hendrix, John Coltrane,

780
01:07:18,577 --> 01:07:21,246
P-Funk and Carlos.

781
01:07:21,329 --> 01:07:22,789
I'm honored to be here

782
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:26,460
and announce the samurai and the shogun.

783
01:07:35,051 --> 01:07:38,096
Usually when they give you a Hall of Fame award,
you are finished.

784
01:07:43,852 --> 01:07:46,396
I had a meeting with Chris Blackwell.

785
01:07:47,272 --> 01:07:51,109
He was responsible for PolyGram at Island Records.

786
01:07:53,028 --> 01:07:55,280
I say, "Here's the thing.

787
01:07:55,363 --> 01:07:59,785
You work with Bob Marley
and Steve Winwood.

788
01:07:59,868 --> 01:08:01,369
You are an artist like me.

789
01:08:01,453 --> 01:08:03,121
I'm pregnant

790
01:08:04,539 --> 01:08:05,791
with a hit.

791
01:08:05,874 --> 01:08:08,001
I feel it. This album will be a hit.

792
01:08:08,084 --> 01:08:11,630
I'm pregnant with something that will outgrow you.

793
01:08:11,713 --> 01:08:13,173
I'm asking you

794
01:08:13,256 --> 01:08:15,383
like an artist to an artist,

795
01:08:16,134 --> 01:08:17,302
let me go.”

796
01:08:19,429 --> 01:08:22,516
He looked me straight in the eyes
then up and says,

797
01:08:25,977 --> 01:08:27,521
for my lawyer to call him.

798
01:08:40,116 --> 01:08:41,117
See now.

799
01:08:48,583 --> 01:08:51,253
All right. It's better.

800
01:08:56,424 --> 01:08:57,926
Lots of middle ground.

801
01:08:58,009 --> 01:09:01,179
We can get all the way down before…

802
01:09:01,263 --> 01:09:02,264
Before the pit.

803
01:09:03,014 --> 01:09:07,227
I went to see Clive.

804
01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:09,896
He made sure I was ready now
step into the ring with him.

805
01:09:09,980 --> 01:09:13,108
“Half an album me and half an album you?
And I can choose?”

806
01:09:14,109 --> 01:09:16,361
I confirm.

807
01:09:16,444 --> 01:09:19,990
He started to exchange,
that he has Lauryn Hill, Wyclef,

808
01:09:20,073 --> 01:09:24,828
all these names.
I just had to agree.

809
01:09:24,911 --> 01:09:26,496
One, two, three.

810
01:09:34,880 --> 01:09:37,132
You should have seen it when he told others,

811
01:09:37,215 --> 01:09:39,175
that he sends them back their song,

812
01:09:39,259 --> 01:09:41,011
because it doesn't sound right,

813
01:09:41,094 --> 01:09:42,596
because it's not for Carlos.

814
01:09:44,264 --> 01:09:45,682
“Remember, this is Carlos' album.

815
01:09:45,765 --> 01:09:49,352
This isn't your album.
You have to make room for the guitar.”

816
01:09:59,321 --> 01:10:01,281
One of the best guitarists
of all time,

817
01:10:01,364 --> 01:10:02,949
performs his hit "Smooth".

818
01:10:03,033 --> 01:10:05,035
This is his latest album, Supernatural.

819
01:10:05,118 --> 01:10:07,370
Please welcome Santana and Rob Thomas.

820
01:10:30,018 --> 01:10:33,438
Clive Davis asked me what I wanted to do.

821
01:10:34,606 --> 01:10:36,775
I replied,

822
01:10:36,858 --> 01:10:39,110
that I want to combine molecules with light.

823
01:10:53,124 --> 01:10:57,003
When he spoke
that he wants to combine molecules with light,

824
01:10:57,629 --> 01:11:00,840
he meant generally
for an album suitable for radio.

825
01:11:08,682 --> 01:11:10,308
It's hard to get into the car

826
01:11:10,392 --> 01:11:13,103
and listen to music with my son. Father with son.

827
01:11:13,186 --> 01:11:15,355
They play their music and we play ours.

828
01:11:15,438 --> 01:11:17,899
But Supernatural somehow beat it.

829
01:11:20,485 --> 01:11:22,195
SANTANA IS "SUPERNATURAL"

830
01:11:22,278 --> 01:11:23,446
KING CARLOS

831
01:11:23,530 --> 01:11:25,323
Ladies and gentlemen

832
01:11:25,407 --> 01:11:27,158
Turn up the volume

833
01:11:27,242 --> 01:11:29,744
To the sounds of Carlos Santana

834
01:11:30,620 --> 01:11:33,373
Supernatural number one in the US.

835
01:11:35,917 --> 01:11:40,296
You are the hero of those who say
that there might be a second round.

836
01:11:41,172 --> 01:11:42,882
You are an example

837
01:11:42,966 --> 01:11:44,134
that it's possible,

838
01:11:44,217 --> 01:11:47,554
that the world does not belong
to people aged 17 to 27.

839
01:11:55,562 --> 01:11:57,605
Clive Davis can definitely show

840
01:11:57,689 --> 01:11:59,190
piano sheet music.

841
01:11:59,274 --> 01:12:00,859
But he also gets to know the hits.

842
01:12:00,942 --> 01:12:02,318
It attracts the future.

843
01:12:07,365 --> 01:12:11,995
Supernatural was next
a huge step, like Woodstock.

844
01:12:12,078 --> 01:12:15,040
The Grammy Award goes to Santana.

845
01:12:15,123 --> 01:12:16,791
The winner is Santana.

846
01:12:16,875 --> 01:12:19,044
It's a fun way to get to know Santana.

847
01:12:19,127 --> 01:12:21,755
Santana and Everlast.

848
01:12:21,838 --> 01:12:23,048
Please come in here.

849
01:12:23,131 --> 01:12:26,593
I would like to thank you
Mr. Carlos Santana for this opportunity.

850
01:12:27,635 --> 01:12:28,928
"Smooth."

851
01:12:31,139 --> 01:12:35,685
Santana receives a Grammy for Supernatural.

852
01:12:42,067 --> 01:12:43,568
ALBUM OF THE YEAR
SUPERNATURAL

853
01:12:43,651 --> 01:12:45,904
Santana's eight Grammys are tied

854
01:12:45,987 --> 01:12:48,948
with Michael Jackson's record
established 17 years ago.

855
01:12:49,032 --> 01:12:51,159
You are an inspiration to us all.

856
01:12:51,242 --> 01:12:53,161
Thank you.

857
01:12:55,121 --> 01:12:56,873
Long live John Coltrane.

858
01:13:07,342 --> 01:13:10,261
It's like an unreal dream.

859
01:13:13,848 --> 01:13:16,601
The whole world is rooting for you.

860
01:13:16,684 --> 01:13:18,937
All sorts of people.

861
01:13:19,020 --> 01:13:20,814
It was

862
01:13:22,148 --> 01:13:24,734
divinely affirming.

863
01:13:45,713 --> 01:13:50,176
Supernatural allowed
keep me on the wave.

864
01:13:58,434 --> 01:13:59,978
For a long time…

865
01:14:00,687 --> 01:14:04,899
Things that happened
they stay in childhood.

866
01:14:07,819 --> 01:14:09,320
This is not entertainment.

867
01:14:09,404 --> 01:14:12,282
These are not sensations, rumors and scandals.

868
01:14:14,450 --> 01:14:16,077
I wouldn't walk into a room saying,

869
01:14:16,161 --> 01:14:19,581
"Hey, I was molested"
as if it were a medal of honor.

870
01:14:21,499 --> 01:14:23,751
But some things people need to know

871
01:14:23,835 --> 01:14:26,796
because they face them themselves.

872
01:14:28,673 --> 01:14:30,884
Between '57 and '59

873
01:14:30,967 --> 01:14:34,345
there was one American,
who molested me.

874
01:14:38,725 --> 01:14:41,269
When it came out
in The Rolling Stone magazine…

875
01:14:41,352 --> 01:14:42,562
THE INCREDIBLE LIFE OF SANTANA

876
01:14:42,645 --> 01:14:44,189
…people read it

877
01:14:45,940 --> 01:14:47,650
and they said it happened to them too

878
01:14:47,734 --> 01:14:50,820
and thanked them for having the courage to talk about it.

879
01:14:56,576 --> 01:14:58,578
Mom heard from someone

880
01:14:58,661 --> 01:15:00,538
that he molested other children in the neighborhood,

881
01:15:00,622 --> 01:15:01,915
so she asked me.

882
01:15:03,833 --> 01:15:06,753
She simply asked if he did this and that?

883
01:15:08,129 --> 01:15:10,757
But neither she
neither did I have this wisdom,

884
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:12,508
so I denied it.

885
01:15:15,470 --> 01:15:18,139
I was angry with my mother for a long time.

886
01:15:18,223 --> 01:15:20,475
I loved her very much, but I was angry.

887
01:15:20,558 --> 01:15:23,269
But she didn't have the skills

888
01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:26,856
to take someone aside
and say, "I love you."

889
01:15:29,943 --> 01:15:33,238
I have to move beyond thinking like a victim.

890
01:15:33,321 --> 01:15:36,658
Beyond thinking with anger
or sending a guy to hell.

891
01:15:38,117 --> 01:15:41,454
I am not what happened to me.

892
01:15:42,163 --> 01:15:44,207
I am who I am. I am light.

893
01:15:48,878 --> 01:15:51,381
I am not the body. I'm free.

894
01:15:59,847 --> 01:16:03,810
When Supernatural was at its peak,
I returned to Ayutla, Jalisco.

895
01:16:03,893 --> 01:16:07,730
Something pulled my coat.

896
01:16:07,814 --> 01:16:11,943
There was a beautiful painting there
Our Lady of Guadalupe.

897
01:16:12,026 --> 01:16:13,778
I fell to my knees

898
01:16:14,487 --> 01:16:16,072
and I looked at her.

899
01:16:16,155 --> 01:16:18,658
I lit a candle and looked at it.

900
01:16:18,741 --> 01:16:21,536
I looked at her and she looked at me.

901
01:16:21,619 --> 01:16:24,080
Then I heard a voice.

902
01:16:25,915 --> 01:16:27,583
"I'm proud of you."

903
01:16:29,669 --> 01:16:32,297
A chill ran through my entire body.

904
01:16:32,380 --> 01:16:34,090
She was talking to me!

905
01:16:34,173 --> 01:16:35,008
She said

906
01:16:37,343 --> 01:16:39,220
that she is proud of me.

907
01:16:39,304 --> 01:16:41,639
This stayed with me. I was like in a trance.

908
01:16:41,723 --> 01:16:42,724
I only know...

909
01:16:57,822 --> 01:17:00,742
She said she was proud of me
because he knows what I did,

910
01:17:00,825 --> 01:17:03,286
how I did it and who I did it for.

911
01:17:04,746 --> 01:17:06,247
She assured me.

912
01:17:08,791 --> 01:17:12,962
I will use your energy
to create something beautiful.

913
01:17:13,963 --> 01:17:15,590
I finally learned

914
01:17:16,924 --> 01:17:18,343
how to tame this snake.

915
01:18:13,231 --> 01:18:14,440
I'm not afraid.

916
01:18:17,693 --> 01:18:18,736
Not anymore.

917
01:18:23,282 --> 01:18:24,617
I'm not afraid at all.

918
01:18:27,370 --> 01:18:28,496
Nothing.

919
01:18:56,899 --> 01:19:00,528
What do you think about it, dad? I figured it out.

920
01:19:15,501 --> 01:19:16,711
Oh yes.

921
01:19:18,004 --> 01:19:20,840
After Supernatural
things got out of control.

922
01:19:20,923 --> 01:19:24,177
Deborah dealt with business, offices,

923
01:19:24,260 --> 01:19:27,054
children, homes, families, everything.

924
01:19:29,724 --> 01:19:32,518
It's simple. It's not complicated.

925
01:19:34,228 --> 01:19:38,566
People are coming together
to create spiritual traction.

926
01:19:40,610 --> 01:19:42,361
To grow together.

927
01:19:44,113 --> 01:19:47,492
When it becomes a deal
and someone is not happy,

928
01:19:47,575 --> 01:19:49,619
you are not creating spiritual traction.

929
01:19:49,702 --> 01:19:51,662
You are not growing spiritually.

930
01:19:51,746 --> 01:19:53,039
You should split up.

931
01:19:53,122 --> 01:19:56,375
The main thing is spiritual growth.

932
01:19:56,459 --> 01:19:58,461
Together or apart.

933
01:20:00,505 --> 01:20:03,758
I'm sure I will always have it
a special place in her heart.

934
01:20:03,841 --> 01:20:06,093
Just like she did in mine.

935
01:20:06,177 --> 01:20:08,971
Because we created these wonderful children.

936
01:20:12,558 --> 01:20:14,936
WOODSTOCK'S 50TH ANNIVERSARY

937
01:20:15,019 --> 01:20:17,355
Wait a moment.

938
01:20:17,438 --> 01:20:19,482
We're not slacking off here.

939
01:20:19,565 --> 01:20:22,777
It has to be intense, pure energy.

940
01:20:22,860 --> 01:20:25,071
We take no prisoners peacefully.

941
01:20:25,154 --> 01:20:26,531
Okay, just congas.

942
01:20:26,614 --> 01:20:27,823
Two, three and…

943
01:20:36,541 --> 01:20:40,169
I saw him
how he leads the team. As a leader.

944
01:20:40,253 --> 01:20:41,337
I was impressed.

945
01:20:42,129 --> 01:20:44,131
He knew what he wanted.

946
01:20:51,722 --> 01:20:52,974
I said to God:

947
01:20:54,308 --> 01:20:57,353
"God, you have given me so much,

948
01:20:58,187 --> 01:20:59,855
so much joy.

949
01:21:00,523 --> 01:21:02,275
Please find me a queen

950
01:21:03,150 --> 01:21:05,528
with whom I could share

951
01:21:05,611 --> 01:21:07,780
Your blessings.”

952
01:21:07,863 --> 01:21:10,283
Then you showed up.

953
01:21:39,103 --> 01:21:41,439
I love the way Cindy walks.

954
01:21:43,649 --> 01:21:45,318
He's from New York

955
01:21:46,319 --> 01:21:50,698
so he has determination.

956
01:21:50,781 --> 01:21:52,658
Like our mother.

957
01:21:52,742 --> 01:21:54,702
That conviction, that determination.

958
01:21:54,785 --> 01:21:57,913
I love that in women.

959
01:21:59,373 --> 01:22:00,374
She is like this.

960
01:22:01,083 --> 01:22:02,460
Cindy, look at this.

961
01:22:11,677 --> 01:22:14,680
I had a friend who danced like that

962
01:22:14,764 --> 01:22:15,973
for everything.

963
01:22:20,269 --> 01:22:24,899
How do you take in all these influences?

964
01:22:28,527 --> 01:22:31,030
I'm still learning from my sisters

965
01:22:31,113 --> 01:22:33,741
how to be more gracious

966
01:22:34,450 --> 01:22:36,577
and don't rush into a fight.

967
01:22:42,625 --> 01:22:44,543
I am who I am because of my mother

968
01:22:44,627 --> 01:22:46,420
and thanks to my dad,

969
01:22:46,504 --> 01:22:47,838
although mainly thanks to my mother.

970
01:22:49,423 --> 01:22:53,511
She instilled fearlessness in me.

971
01:23:19,704 --> 01:23:21,455
Playing solo on guitar,

972
01:23:21,539 --> 01:23:24,500
you balance melody and rhythm,

973
01:23:25,668 --> 01:23:26,627
intonation

974
01:23:28,087 --> 01:23:29,338
and time,

975
01:23:30,965 --> 01:23:32,258
emotions, passion,

976
01:23:33,592 --> 01:23:34,719
fire.

977
01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:41,809
It seems that between your heart

978
01:23:41,892 --> 01:23:43,894
and the hearts of others, there is a string.

979
01:23:45,396 --> 01:23:46,522
That's why people say

980
01:23:46,605 --> 01:23:49,567
that I touch hearts.

981
01:23:49,650 --> 01:23:50,943
That's what they say.

982
01:23:52,987 --> 01:23:55,614
You gotta know what you're saying
and not repeat it,

983
01:23:55,698 --> 01:23:57,241
what you learned from the records.

984
01:24:01,829 --> 01:24:06,208
When you play a solo you know where you're going

985
01:24:07,543 --> 01:24:09,295
you know what you want to say

986
01:24:09,879 --> 01:24:11,547
and you leave.

987
01:24:22,224 --> 01:24:23,058
Great.

988
01:24:24,977 --> 01:24:26,687
Let's go for tacos.

989
01:27:42,883 --> 01:27:44,885
Subtitle translation:
Paulina Grabowska